I always needed time on my own
I never thought ,I'd need you there when I cried
How did I become so obnoxious
And the days feel like years
I never felt this way before
Everything that I do ,reminds me of you
But that’s alright because I like the way it hurts
I can’t tell you what it really is,I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it’s a still night in my wind pipe
It’s like I’m huffing paint and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
Do you ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe?
Sound like broken records playing over but you promised
we fall back into the same patterns same routine
But your temper’s just as bad as mine is,You’re the same as me
But when it comes to love you’re just as blinded,It wasn’t you,it was me
Maybe that’s what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
I would give myself away,I didn’t give a damn,
I’m workin’ it out,I won’t let you down
But thanks for loving me ,Cause you’re doing it perfectly
Easy come, easy go,That's just how you live
you beat me my heart till I'm numb
Don't know what you're expecting of me,Every step that I take is another mistake to you
And I know,I may end up failing too
How do I get better once I've had the best
I was disgusted with myself
You're the best and yes, I do regret
How I could let myself let you go
Now the lesson's learned, I touched it I was burned
I think you should know
I’m so glad you made time to see me
You’ve been good,busier than ever
Your guard is up and I know why
Cause the last time still burns in the back of your mind
I’m sorry for that night
These days I haven’t been sleeping,you gave me all your love
I gave you was goodbye
I can endure no more!
Sometimes I think what I need is you
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile,so good to me
and how you held me in your arms
So if the chain is on your door I understand
Im know Im the liar,I told you this is my fault
I’m tired of the games I just want you back
Life is no Nintendo game,You don’t get another chance
I'm about to lose my mind to bring me back to life
I don't think you realize what you mean to me, not the slightest clue.
you're either getting lazy, or you don't believe in you no more.
I don't know if I was awake or asleep when I wrote this.

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so cool! by using lyric to write it.

Stress!

I am feeling so stressed ,but i don't know ..what's happend is going on ..
Telling myself to be strong
I can't,I just can't stop my tears drop down from my eyes and heart
BUT why?
hey! Evon Chong!!! you'r the big girl now!! please,not to cry !..=/

and,yes!
I can't stop thinking about those useless things






Money..I need money!..Yes ,I need it!Everyone need money,
But ...who care about us?
goverment? boss? or..parents?
Be hardworking , and the most important is your dreams..
What u choose for your future,It is your choice
No one will stop ,ex ...their economy capacity do not allow
Remin ourselve
just do what you want to do and just think what you want to think



Family,
That's nothing happend ...although,i miss my sister's voice so much
Family, I love them...


Yeap,this! relationship
Sometimes,i will jealous to the sweet couple
During recess time ..anytime..
They're smiling,They're chating,They're holding hands...
although,it is really digusting when they do it in front of us..
But,this represents a symbol of love from those couple
#Dont tell me that u wil not do it to your lover for next time
everyone know love,but no one can give the proper definition of love
So,what is love?
love is the attachement that results from deeply appreciating another's godness
Love is patient ,Love is to show your action to your lover
and please, opening youself to others,be together,share your joy or sorrow,understand each other,provide space to each other,always be there for each other needs

Frienship,i need a true friend..
who will care about me and listen to me..
Yes,i have them...but sometimes...we will argue...
and argue til the end, we will get angry to each other for few day or month
Sometimes,we really looked like the children from kindergarten..
what is true friendship?
true friendship its mean,relathionship ,trust and accountanbility
we must not to blame on each other ....although,we wil done something wrong.
true friendship, it's rare...please,do not give up easily..
give a chance to each other...it will be alright~
Do not use each other's friendship to done something they dont like.
#
Phw~ finally , i finish my abreaction
heres the classic song by Fergie - Big Girl Dont Cry

Bye!

W.H.Y in my life?

I gt a busy days in my high school life..
sorrrryyyy....Im hav been late !
ha
Nowadays,i was feeling not well and sad
Of cause thr must been something happend to me,right?
let me to tell you
1st, I was worrying about my result in spm and every exam im going to sit soon
2nd, I had an small inciddent with my parents' car on today...because of the gate!grr~
3th, I had drive my car into the wrong way~..and hon by a uncle...=( wat a stupid things tat I ever done before!
4th, I gt a bad quality society start from this year, Although im the 2nd chairman in the society..SO?..i cant control it at all..what the badddd~~~~news to me,haiz~
5th, what the frog,i get sick !
6th, unhappy life only happend on me,why?
7th, I can't believe that, Im the idiot on driving,why? =(
8th, tat's a secret ..zip~
9th, its also the same..zip~
I am totally gonna be crazy soon~ crying*
No one will understand me, No one will know my feeling...
and pls,dont act like you understand me ,I hate this feeling ,u know?
esp,It's reality
Two words to descipe me...BAD LUCK
conclusion to myself:
I have to pratice more to improve my driving skills..or not,i will not driving to KL for one year!!!
I just want to gt a peaceeee life in my high school life..especially,society
Not to think about spm again!
AND
C.N.Y is coming soon,
are u ready to celebrate it?
Be honestly and seiously ,Im not ready...
Bye everyone....
C you nxt post=*)
WHY-Arvil Lavigne

Its' nt to suppose to hurt this way
(Good Luck)I need you I need you
more and more each day
Tell me , why?

oh my god,

i had been long long time didnt update my post after reopen school

Sorry for my pretty blog><

Sorry for lazy to update ~

And...

My aim had leave me far far away..=C

Anyway,will be update the new post soon!

See ya!