I had a moody weeks,can i get back my own life?
Im tired now
Suddenly, I don't care how dangerous am I,how my life breaking ,and how pain my heart was going
Even argue with family or else, My tears had never drop down at the moment
I was feeling quite bad after argue with them...because Its suffering. and I never done it in my life
Sometimes
I hope that there will be someone who beside with me in every sad moment,to comfort me ,to encouraged me , to make me happy...
Finally,i knw that...it will only happened in drama .Even if it wil be happened. ....its just a dream for me.
So many people were thinking Im joking? but seriously, I'm not...
what happened am I?...I had changed,I had become a lonely
If I can choose, ... I hope that I would never appear .So, I wont know how suffering is the world..
突然间,好想念以前....以前,每当我不开心的时候,都会有人听我说话,陪我哭~或是转移我的视线,陪我熬夜直到我睡的
对不起,我真的很想对你很多很多说对不起..我让你失望了
现在,每当我不开心时.....大家都觉得,我在开玩笑..或....这只是个过渡期
我发觉...,我的世界真的变了很多....
我开始学习着,不依赖任何人~我可以一个人坐在学校等时间过,我可以一个人自己回家~我可以一个人自己搭车去逛街和一个人吃东西....我也可以一个人自己过马路....甚至学习着把小姐脾气给控制,它也慢慢地减少了~
那时候的我不会珍惜你...当你离开后,想珍惜你的机会~已经是零了
其实,我发觉....以前的我,应该要是开心和感恩的~因为...我身边有很多我爱的人和爱我的人
好喜欢以前那些的生活。好想回到哪一天~从新再来
我真的好想要有个人陪我渡过这个月的波折....听我诉苦的朋友....
因为,我知道,我真的快要熬不过去了...
高三了~,再过一个月,我就长大了... 我不该再像现在那样的天真了...
现在我很想做的是,像以前那样,到处去交朋友.....看看社会....
或许以后,我想要的时候~已经太迟了
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